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EMO SCAR SESSIONS VOLUME V:
3 Dead Roses Lying On The Bathroom Floor On Valentine's Day

• now it's time to get deadly sentimental.
• love sucks...and even more are the people who made it true.
• if i'm always wrong, how dare you tell me to still stay strong?
• empty words and broken promises. oh yeah, love ruined my already-worthless life.
• i'll watch my heart beat faster and faster everytime i see you.
• let's watch the stars burn up in the sky as you and me lay still tonight, clutching each others hands. for this is the night when everything ends.
• now this is all just too overrated. loving can never be too sweet but it can be too painful.
• every heart has its enduring capacity. but mine, sadly, exceeded the limit.
• crying is just plain stupidity; stupidity over someone who can never, ever be yours.
• to abhor is to loathe. but to love is just simply ending your miserable life.
• i _ _ _ _ you. i just can't fill in the letters on what i really feel about you.
• maybe if you would just take a walk in my shoes, then you'll know how it feels to be disregarded.
• kill me now, don't waste anymore a single damn second.
• maybe life's too cruel and harsh for a teenage girl's fragile heart.
• come closer, come closer. near enough for me to stab you through your heart.
• isn't it wonderful to see youself wasted on the bathroom floor, crying blood?
• she never thought that it would turn out this way, if she could just spread her broken wings... then she would fly away.
• she didn't even know what she was fighting for anymore.
• what's the use of all these tears if there's no one out there to offer it to?
• no, you'll never know how many times i tried to die. everynight, how many tears i cry. how many times i lie to people when they're asking if i'm okay. no, you'll never understand the pain i'm going through. how hard i try to pull this through. how i love and hate seeing you. no you'll never know. no, you'll NEVER understand.
• my friend said, "it's time to move on and let go." but i said, "yeah, for a million times i tried. but i can't."
• these tears have been here for too long. now it's time for them to pour and drown somebody.
• i have been miserable all my life. so go ahead, make me suffer. after all, i'm used to it.
• my life before was completely incomplete. but then you came. and now, it's completely...empty.
• the worst thing anyone could do to me is to remind me that, "hey, can't you see? you're hopeless."
• i just want to escape.
• silly little girl, did you really believe that it would work out?

Valentine's day sucks!

Valentine's day is the worst day of the year. All that sweetness and thoughtfulness... ugh! it makes me want to puke. I woke up forgetting that it was valentine's. And then, it just boomed in front of me. Flowers, chocolates, gifts, teddy bears, they're everywhere! And i just gave out a disgusted look. After that, i realized that i was just hating valentine's because i know no one will give me something. And the most dreaded part is that NO ONE LOVES ME or just even admire. I ended up with tears brewing but i stopped it. It's just too shallow to cry. i don't belong here, i said to myself. here, everyone is loved. i don't belong here. i envy everyone at valentine's because i know that they're loved. but not me. I wish i could just disappear and cry all day, all night. I wish i could escape from reality. I hate Valentine's day so much that it's hurting me. sorry. another negativity attack.