yehey!

so aun.
masaya ang araw na ito.
amen.
hahahaha.

kasi....
nakasama ni mac ung family ko.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
nanood kami harry potter
tapos kumain dito sa bahay. haha

basta masaya.
at masaya ako.



nga pala kahapon. haha
nayakap ko siya.
:):)
mejo matagal na hug din un.
awwwwwww
yieeee.



I MISS YOU MAC KO. :)

minsan natatakot na akong mawala siya.
minsan 'di ko mapigil sarili ko na amining hinahanap-hanap ko siya.
minsan nalulungkot ako kapag naiisip kong anumang oras pwede siyang umalis sa buhay ko.
minsan hindi ko na maintindihan sarili ko kapag may nararamdaman akong responsibilidad para sa kanya.

sa umpisa hindi ko naman ginusto ito.
pero nung nangyari na..
inaamin kong tama pala na bumigay ako
at hayaang mahalin ako.

andito nanaman ako sa butas na to.
mahirap umalis kapag nahulog na.
sana hindi na maulit ung dati.

di ako makapaniwala pero sinasabi ko na to.
sana siya na.
siya na ung hinaharap, kinabukasan, at maligayang dulo.


minsan kapag nagdadasal ako,
ndi ko alam kung nadudulas lang dila ko
o totoo na ba at ayaw ko lang aminin sa sarili ko.

kapag sinasabi na niya un.
parang gusto ko na rin ibalik ung sinabi niya.
pero kapag ginawa ko un
mag-iiba na ang lahat.
magkakaroon na ng malaking pagbabago.

hindi lang basta sinasabi un diba?
dapat nararamdaman un at pinagiisipan.
sa kanya napagdesisyonan na niya.
kaya nasasabi na niya.
pero ako hindi ko pa rin alam hanggang ngayon.
naguguluhan ako.
nalilito.
nag-iisip.


kapag mahal mo na daw ung tao,
hindi ibig sabihin na naramdaman mong
mahal mo na siya..
kundi pinagdesisyonan mo na..
na mahal mo na nga siya.


sa totoo lang may nararamdaman na talaga ako.
pero malabo pa kung ano talaga.
basta ang alam ko sigurado na.
pero hindi pa ngayon.
hindi pa ngayon
pero alam kong mangyayari na.


namimiss ko na siya..

MISS is a four letter word that starts with M

MISS.
according to my title.
it starts with M.

and M means....


MAC :)


yikeee!
Gawd I REALLY MISS HIM.
haha.
kahit na nagkita kami kanina at
almost 3 hours kami magkasama..
bitin eh.
haha.
miss ko pa rin siya.
ang cutex5 pa niya pag nagsmile..
ngiting ngiti siya tapos "smiling eyes" pa siya.
hahaha.
MISS YOU!!


evrytime n may training siya kinakabahan ako..
kasi late na ung training nila.
hangang mga past 9 or 10.
:(
IT'S SOOO LATE.
buti ngaung gabi hinatid siya ni kuya ren.. a.k.a. "beki"
hahaha
sama ko...
dapat nga mag thankyou ako kasi hinatid niya si mac sa bahay.
ayun..




grabe. minsan napapaisip ako kung bakit ko pinasok ito.
eh hanggang ngaun hindi pa naman ako ready sa commitment
pero everytime na naiisip ko un..
mas tumatatak sa isip ko na..
hindi pa un mahalaga.
basta we know our differences, smilarities,
and ung priorities..
masaya kami kahit ganito.
OK na lahat.

i'm really getting attached to him.
and often he would tell me those things
tapos magugulat ako, next, speechless tapos kikiligin
and lastly, magbblush.
grabe.
he really proves that he's SOMEBODY.


minsan din naiisip ko kung kami kaya magkakatuluyan?
sana?
no one knows.


bsta importante ay parehas kami masaya.
:)

and we acknowledge God for everything.


may ipopost ako next time.
basta. hahaha

THANK YOU :)

if anyone should be thanking God right now,
it's me.
Oh for how many times i've prayed
that He grant our wish..
and now, it's all ours.
paving the road with a new perspective.
that sounds so nice.

and also i thank that WONDERFUL God
of mine for the new pair that's going to be
my feet's partner for a long while.

THANK YOU....... :D



i'm really weird today.
From all the reading of the LOOOONG
chapters of monte cristo..
maybe i've adapted english for today.
i can't stop blogging in english..
is this me or whut?? WHUUT??? :))
anyway, it does have a wonderful result.
the only ugly part is that i don't really blog in
correct sentence forms and the grammar,
"i really don't know" :)) (head&shoulders)
hahaha.
but it's different today.
it's been a time since i last posted an entry
here and i was sleepy that time.
reaallly sleepy but i really want to hack pet society
so i gathered all my determination and focus.
BUT,, it was, as i said in my other latest entry, A PLAN FAIL.
it's ok.
LESSON LEARNED naman eh.
hahaha

thare. i'm getting my pinoy side again.
whooo.
hurray for me.
ok.
NOSE BLEED NA.
when i ran out of stories i tend to blabber
and write nonsense.
mybe? i dont know.
or maybe i'm doing it now.
hahaha.


ok next post.


heyy.. i'm getting generous today. haha

PLAN FAIL IS INEVITABLE

AWWW.
AWWW.
so there.
my carefully planned "mission hack pet society"
was a PLAN FAIL. :(:(
awww.
and to think i spent almost 2 or 3 hours burning
my eyeballs out of their sockets just to hack that playfish game. uggghhh.
the 2nd code won't appear by a reason i don't know.
maybe cheat engine is broken
or.. maybe God doesn't want me to cheat.
waaaa.. i feel so guilty
but the sweet taste of freedom....
the unlimited coins in where my pet could lie on..
the expensive things i CAN buy without the
hassle of visiting every "CUTE, CUDDLY" pet
which are over a hundred in my list....
BUT BUT.

CHEATING is BAAAADDD..
waaay bad.

I know, i know.
and i'm not gonna do it again.
:D
yay!

i'm going to WORK HARD for every coin
and the real taste success is only gained
if it's persevered and toiled.

soon....
i'll have the ability to buy those
wretched items in that wretched luxury area...


JUST WAIT.
YEAhhh..

I CAN DO IT.
:D

ok. lesson learned. :)
hahaha.

Sleepless Night

inaantok na ako..
pero i'm driven by the urge na dumami ang coins sa pet soc.
so yeah, i'm hacking pet society. hahaha
kasi may isang hacker din na nanghack. tapos nakuha niya ung 5k ko.
grrrrar.
hahaha
mejo pumipikit pikit na mata ko kanina
habang nagvvisit ng friends sa pet soc.
aun..
sana makahack na ako..
yihihihihihih... excited meee. :3
haha!
aun.
anyway,
babalitaan kita kapag successful or ndi. haha


UN!
sleepless night.
nagmomorph na ako sa isang nocturnal creature.
i'm a creature of the night..
hahaha

ngaun hinihintay ko na lang ung cheat enging 5.4
BWHAHAHAHAHA

aun..
grabe
i miss him
yieeee :)

pero inaantok na ako para maxadong kiligin. haha
ZZZzzzzzz....