for him. :)

02:43am Mon
Oct.27.2008

I know I'm happy more than ever.
God has answered my prayer
and decided to give more.
I love him so much.
I wish that he would be
the one really meant for me.
I just love him that much to
let him go. I know we're still kinda
young but I promise to him
that I'll do everything in that I can
and up to the extent of my power
to make this relationship last.
The truth is, that this is the
first time that I've loved someone
so much--so much that when he leaves,
I will feel so miserable and I know that
there will be a part of me that wouldn't
be whole. It's like half of me is gone.
But he promised me that he will never
leave. Will I trust him that much to the
point that I'm giving a huge part of myself?
Maybe yes. Because God wouldn't give him
to me if God knows that he would just hurt me.
I just really care for him. And now, just as
promised, I would give ALL the love that I can
give to him. That's the truth, really.
That I love him so much. I really
love him. Maybe I'm meant for
happy-ever-afters after all.
Maybe my time for grieving, waiting
and hoping in vain is over.
Maybe he's really the one that I would
spend my life with.
Maybe he's the one meant for me.
Oh I hope so!
I really, really want him for life.
I caould imagine myself getting old
with him which is I've never done
before. So this is how it feels to love
and to finally be loved back.
When someone reciprocates a love and decides
to offer more than just love--But acceptance
beyond compare and friendship for a lifetime.
I know I'm still on chartered lands because
this is my first time. But I also do know is that
he's with me and he'll never leave or go away.
We're together and we'll face anything.
I know I love him and he loves me too
and that's just enough--
enough to last forever. :)

I love you, dear. <3

SANA...

TAE!! sana ndi un matuloy,..
sana nagkamali lang
sana ndi siya ad5
tae..
huhuuuhhu!
KINAKABAHAN AKO.

yeahhhhh.. :)

*sigh*
hayyy..
onga naman. nagtatampo na tong blog ko.
hahaha.
lagi na lang daw kasing si jeks sinasabihan ko ng sikret.
nakakalimutan ko na daw siya. :))
oo na. eto na nga eh.
oo. miss na rin kita. :))
TOTOO naman ee.
hayyyyy..
grabe. ang saya saya saya saya ko na. honestly..
ewan ko. parang gusto ko mag-english pero baka
mapasubo nanaman ako at maubusan ako ng words.
hahaha.
ang kulit.
xenxa naman.
kinakausap ko lang naman sarili ko.
wahhahahaha..
may top 10 reasons ako kung bakit ako masaya at the moment:

1. ala lang. mahal ko si jekjek. :))
2. toblerone.. white chocolate. yummmmm
3. matino naman grades ko.
4. happy parents ko about my grades. oyes!
5. may possiblity.. umaasa na sana maging DL. awooooo!
6. punta ako kila pat sa tuesday
7. pumunta si jeks dito sa bahay nung isang araw, nung isang isang araw,
at kahapon nung araw ng isang isang araw. gets? X)
8. nagtimezone kami
9. enjoy kila niks. nood dvd.
10. SEMBREAK! YEAHHH!

aunn..
hahahaha..
tapos na enrollment.
pasukan nanaman sa nov 3.
hayyy.. nakowww.

nga pala..
may plurk na. hahahaha
saya.
daya. tagal tumaas ng karma ko. X[
bleeehhh. daya nung isa jan. hmmp!
aun..
la lang ako masabi. hahaha
okkaaaay..
next time ulit. :)

lalalaLOOOOOVE ♥ :)

:* :*
jek's been here. :)
i loooove you, dear :):)

All's well. :)

*sigh*
i'm suffering stress together with ENLARGED eyebags
due to plate overload.. and,, also Finals is nearing..
So.. to accommodate the piling number of plates
that my professors are dumping on us and also to avoid a
grade of 3.0 (goshhh..), i NEED, no. i MUST sleep late.
working in the midnight up to the wee hours in the morning;
(eg. up to almost 3-4:00am) made me produce pimples of which
i cannot count already.. damn.. but.. besides all these..

I'm happy. :) very.. HAPPY.

it looks like i've accepted him and gee.. I love him. :)

i've come to realize that it'll be SO HARD to go on my everyday life without him.
not seeing him.. not being with him.. not hearing his voice makes my day incomplete.
so this is how it feels to love and to be loved..
we're not really boyfriend and girlfriend..
i believe that we don't need that.. and we're still young, right?
for the meantime.. we both make each other an inspiration..
whether to celebrate cuz we both got a 1+ grade or to
comfort each other and always being there.

anyway, i'm really surprised why i'm writing my entry today
in english.. well, for the reasons that i have a hard time
communicating using this language.. hahaha..

well.. all i can say is...
I LOVE HIM. <3
whether you call it
puppy love, true love, genuine love, blah blah love..
I love him.. i don't know how i got the guts to say it..
but i guess the truth just kinda tumbled out my mouth..
or my "mind" that's why i'm typing it..
haha. i'm blabbering.. in english. X)
hey. is this me or is it just...
nevermind.. i don't wanna scare myself..

*sigh*.. :)
All's well.. and it's going to be a long journey ahead of us.. :)



disclaimer:
sorry for the wrong grammar.. wrong spelling.. or any.
i just don't know what got into me.. X)

LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.
I LOVE YOU, DEAR! :)